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All i wanna do is talk to you and youre not here
Youre the only one i can think about right now and im scared
I cant imagine losing you i would tear
I know its probably nothing but i feel so alone
Cant help but feel like you could really be gone
Been through this before and dont wanna think about being wrong
Wanna believe that youre different and im just being paranoid
But i keep getting stuck
Cant move too quickly cause nothings as fragile as love

I had a lucid dream the other night. It was so weird. It was like i thought i was still awake but i tried to move and my body was like shut down. I dont really remember how it started but i remeber being able to control the dream. It seems like something you have to practice at. Like you have to learn how to work it. In my dream i was trying to turn back the clock and my eyes were trying to focus on it but everything went dizzy and thats when the walls seemed transparent. Not like i could see through them completely but like i could put my hand right through it. Ive tried to lucid dream before but i didnt have enough patience for it so the fact that it happened without trying was surprising to me.